Book Log: A Slice of Fried Gold
Apr. 21st, 2025 08:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Frost loves to cook! (I did not know this.) He can do some pretty complicated dishes, and associates so many feelings (his own, and others) with cooking, that this book, though only technically a cookbook, is more about using time of the initial covid-19 lockdown to capture those feelings for those he would like to remember him by, is my impression.
I'm only a passable cook, with just enough skills to feed myself, though I've sometimes made slightly more complicated dishes based on recipes (I made lasagna once!) when I had a phase of being Determined to learn how to cook some years ago. That phase has passed. So while there are quite a few interesting dishes in Frost's book, there's only maybe 2 simple ones that I would try to do myself, though I'd look up a recipe with proper instructions because Frost's writing style runs on ADHD-fueled vibes and frantic expression. He's pretty up front about his mental state and struggles with depression, anxiety and food issues which paint every single page with feels and distracted humour.
There are some interesting industry anecdotes sprinkled in there, like I did not know how catering works for movies and TV, but of course Frost has strong feelings about food being SO important in order to make the work good. But the most of it is Frost working through his own feelings of food as the channel through which he express love, anger and sadness.
2493 / AO3 Meme
Apr. 20th, 2025 10:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
First up, ordered by hits.
( Annual AO3 Meme )
As is traditional to say: no huge movement and no new entries. I continue to be surprised at how many readers my H50 fics still get, and at how consistent the increments are annually. A fic that gets about 270 hits one year got about 250 the year before; a fic that gets 230 kudos this year got about 240 the year before. There does seem to be a comparative slackening in interest in MCU fics, though.
Phoenix-Verse - Selmak’s War (Stargate SG-1) Now Complete
Apr. 20th, 2025 10:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Fandom: Stargate SG-1
Category: Gen, AU
Summary: Separated from Jacob, Selmak forms an alliance with a disgraced Jaffa. When his host is taken by Anubis, Selmak must stay hidden, or die.
Link: Selmak’s War - all chapters on AO3
Chapter by chapter
Chapter 1: Jaffa Separated from Jacob, Selmak’s new host is a disgraced Jaffa. When Anubis attacks the planet where they are imprisoned, their attempt to escape does not exactly go to plan.
Chapter 2: Reunited The Tok’Ra are scattered following Anubis’s attack; as Daniel and Entar try to plan their next move Selmak finds his way to the Free Jaffa homeworld.
Chapter 3: Alliance Sam proposes a mission that might put an end to Anubis.
Chapter 4: World Enough and Time When the mission takes an unexpected turn, Daniel takes a risk with lasting consequences.
Sorry to take so long finishing this story. I really struggled with this last chapter. I always knew how it had to end, but it was hard to know how much of what’s in my head to include. I hope I struck the right balance.
The Pitt Fic: Bring Me to Life (Abbot/Robby, NC-17)
Apr. 19th, 2025 10:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Bring Me to Life (6021 words) by Alethia
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Pitt (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Additional Tags: Season/Series 01, Post-Season/Series 01, Episode Related, Complicated Relationships, Developing Relationship, Feelings, Porn, boys getting pissy with each other, jack talks him through it, In several ways, did i mention the porn
Summary:
"I want to be alone, Jack," Robby said, short and sharp and pissy.
Fucking great. Apparently in the 45 minutes since Jack had last seen him, Robby had gone from devastation to anger. This would be fun.
"It's nice to want things," he drawled, deliberately light. "I wanted to walk out of Iraq on my own two feet, but hey. No plan survives contact with the enemy and all that."
Robby turned then, looking at him over the top of the couch, face drawn, eyes dark in the low lights. "Yeah? You my enemy?"
Dear
sakuraexchange creator,
Apr. 19th, 2025 04:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
( In general... )
( Cardcaptor Sakura )
( Gundam Wing )
( Harvest Moon (SNES) )
( Initial D )
( Naruto )
Sinners
Apr. 18th, 2025 07:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I did get jumpscared by a song I knew later in the movie, that was fun.
The Pitt Fic: The Call of the Void (Abbot/Robby, NC-17)
Apr. 15th, 2025 06:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
But, you guys! Someone on tumblr illustrated a scene from one of my stories!!! The story is The Way Back and the fanart is here. I love it desperately. Fandom is the fucking best.
The Call of the Void (4451 words) by Alethia
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Pitt (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Additional Tags: Pre-Season/Series 01, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Mental Health Issues, Military Backstory, First Kiss, First Time, Porn, robby talking abbot off the roof, for a given definition of talking
Summary:
"I'm not about to kill myself, Robby," Jack said, easy. "If I were going to kill myself, I wouldn't do it here, for you all to find, because that's just rude. I'd eat my gun at home like a proper soldier. Iraq vets have a system, man, it's tradition," he drawled, putting some grim humor on the last.
"Gotta be honest, man, you're not making me feel better over here," Robby said, his voice actually worried now.
"Would it help to know I'm out here because it reminds me that I want to be alive?"
Sailor Moon
Apr. 16th, 2025 09:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

I particularly like this shot, of the Usagi actress greeting the audience, and they're into it!

Figuring It Out
Apr. 15th, 2025 07:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
2) Got some really nice pics of the moon this week, posted over at common_nature
3) New watch, the Brokenwood Mysteries, saw 3 episodes. They were alright, I liked them mostly for the New Zealand angle. Figured out both of the first two mysteries well in advance, and in fact figured out why we were having various elements introduced in E2 and how they fit into the resolution.
4) Speaking of music, Name That Tune has passed the exercise test. I do often recognize a song but will then generally struggle to remember the name (or exact name). What I notice I do better on is looking at them as a trivia question. For example they had 2 TV theme clues in the last episode I watched and I got them both immediately.
5) Don't know when or if a Tumblr collapse will happen, but there have been some good explainers for new-ish people over at
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Book Log: The Garden of Evening Mists
Apr. 14th, 2025 10:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
If you know the vibe, you know it, is what I'm saying.
There's also a movie! The edition of the book I have has a cover that is a still of the movie, and in my opinion said cover captures the feel of the book perfectly. I may check out the movie later, if I'm feeling it. I hadn't heard about it at all, considering it's set here, but as a small indie movie I suppose that's not much of a surprise.
Mainly taking place in Cameron Highlands, the drive of the book is a relationship between Yun Ling, a Straits Chinese lawyer and survivor of a Japanese internment camp, and Aritomo, a former gardener of the Emperor Hirohito who left Japan prior to WWII breaking out (and was thus not involved in the war.... maybe). The novel intercuts between a present day of the 1980s when Yun Ling is a retired Judge reminiscing on the past, and an extended flashback of Yun Ling narrating the events of the time she met Aritomo during the communist Emergency. That backdrop is, to put it lightly, a sensitive time.
I am not the usual reader of literary books, and I cannot speak in depth to the themes and language of the genre. I could be more self-conscious about that, but I won't, and anyway the story was interesting enough despite my side-eyeing tropey conventions of the genre, and the descriptions of home neat in their familiarity be it first-hand or second-hand through the stories I've been told by my parents and grandparents of colonial times.
Unlike the other examples of the genre mentioned above, Yun Ling and Aritomo do start an affair of sorts (after she becomes his apprentice in Japanese gardening), though Yun Ling's narration is so sparse that it can't really be described as a relationship of passion, I think, and of course it can't have a happy ending. But I liked how that played out, I think because I don't mind as much the mining of these difficult relationships of pain in fiction. So Yun Ling's main motivation is to find the internment camp she escaped from, because her sister died there and Yun Ling wants to lay her sister to rest. The maybe-reveal at the very end of the book is that Aritomo may have had something to do with designing that camp (and Yun Ling's suffering), and that Aritomo made a map to said camp for Yun Ling, within the design of his garden and a tattoo he puts on her back, and once both garden and tattoo are done he quietly left her one night, either to death or suicide.
I found the story interesting enough, and enjoyed reveals made through the layers of the past and present portions of the story. I liked its attempts to make the main characters kind and difficult at the same time, even when I disagreed with what appear to be some of the novel's final conclusions (the most obvious one being that anger has to be cleansed). That said, I couldn't connect with any of the characters enough to care as much about how it played out, though that could just as well be due to my own biases. The only way I could understand Yun Ling's falling for Aritomo is that it is a simultaneous form of healing (by being with the only person who would acknowledge her trauma as a camp survivor) and self-harm (because... everything). Which I suppose makes sense as much as anything else.
That said! And this has less to do with what the novel is doing on the whole, and is honestly a tangential bugbear that I just need to get down. I do believe that books cannot be everything to everyone and should not try to be because then no one is happy, so to focus on specific themes or relationships is, of course, better. Yet it is very interesting how, despite the familiarity of the setting, how alienating I found it at the same time because it centers heroic and/or complicated Chinese, Japanese and.... white characters. A few Orang Asli are there, but barely get voices. A few Malays are there, but are either racist or set dressing. Indians are servants who leer at the female main character. (To be fair, there is one Indian character later on who does get a personality, but like in comparison, there are three -- THREE - gay Japanese men who get their sympathetic stories told at length, one of whom is a full-on war criminal.) You can argue that this is all because of Yun Ling's limited point of the view (at an early point in the book she dismisses indigenous gardening as inferior to ornamented gardening with imported plants, i.e. Japanese garden style) but to have that POV unchallenged was OOOOFFF.
More The Pitt fic
Apr. 13th, 2025 12:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I need an icon for The Pitt and I have no time to make one! Harumph. (life is very hard; woe is me) Until then, our badass Navy medic will have to suffice.
Dick Move (1682 words) by Alethia
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Pitt (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Additional Tags: Episode Related, Friendship, Developing Relationship, Complicated Relationships, dumb boys trying, Porn
Summary:
"Yeah, what's with you saying you don't have a best friend?" Jack asked, indignant, waving an illustrative hand toward himself.
Robby held his gaze, his smile fading into something more intense. "'Best friend' isn't the term I'd use for you," he said in a silky voice, the tone he'd promised to never, ever use at work.
It slid through Jack, going straight to his cock, lighting him up everywhere. Oh, fuck him. Jack swallowed hard against his suddenly-dry throat, trying to tamp down on the arousal. "You're right," he said, keeping his voice controlled. "'Superior' works much better."
Someone Extraordinary (6391 words) by Alethia
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Pitt (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 01, Complicated Relationships, Developing Relationship, Mental Health Issues, Getting Together, Misunderstandings, First Kiss, First Time, Porn, they really need to learn how to talk, it's mostly porn though
Summary:
Dana was already explaining: "Mohan was asking if this guy's single," she said, hooking a thumb Jack's way.
Robby lit up like he'd just gotten a gift, turning bemused eyes his way. "Oh, was she," he drawled, enjoying this.
Dana made an indulgent noise. "Apparently she's very taken with our dear Dr. Abbot and wondered if the feeling is mutual." They both looked to Jack then, Dana long-suffering, Robby delighted.
Fuck Jack's life, honestly.
2491 / Fic - The Pitt/SGA
Apr. 11th, 2025 09:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
The Pitt/Stargate Atlantis | ~1500 words | Cassie, John/Rodney | Thanks to
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(Also on AO3)
( Cassie has a family reunion of sorts. )
Looking At It Another Way
Apr. 10th, 2025 02:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
2) Our local NPR station has, like many no doubt, an all-classical channel. The morning show is hosted by a chatty host with more of a soothing approach than just a soothing voice. I noticed in the past that he always said the date and the day of the week during his sign-ins. Now that I'm retired I notice how useful this is when your don't have your workweek keeping you up at night. And given the age of the average NPR listener, this may be the start of the day for a lot of people.
By contrast I began my day with Enter Aretha playing through my head. First heard it via Luminosity's SPN vid, Bricks.
3) At the same time, there's something very soothing about listening to a dryer going in a quiet apartment.
4) In more tales from phone automation hell, I was trying to schedule a Covid booster. I had gotten the flu vaccine from this location in September, but I remembered that I'd been unable to schedule it online because I had to set up a new profile and it wasn't letting me verify it. I mentioned it to the pharmacy when I went in and they said that it would definitely be set up given the appointment. ( Read more... )
I heard via Late Show that social security signups (and probably a lot of other stuff) will be discontinued via phone, and to boot a number of offices will be closing. Sounds like the ability to talk to anyone will soon be a thing of the past.
5) I can't fathom why, when hitting voice mail, people can't just leave a message. Had 3 calls in a row from our leasing office and by the time we got to the phone they hung up each time. Even people with cell phones may not have them in their hands or might be in the middle of something when called! If you say what you're calling about you can get a quicker response.
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Well, shit. (The Pitt version.)
Apr. 9th, 2025 12:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So, ya know, apparently I'm writing The Pitt now. God dammit.
A Little Grace (2306 words) by Alethia
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Pitt (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Dana Evans, Janey
Additional Tags: Episode Related, Complicated Relationships, Porn, Canonical Trauma, friends calling each other on their shit
Summary:
Robby went steely. "Fuck you," he said, clipped, but his eyes were big and wide and hurting.
"Sure," Jack drawled, easy in a way that was certain to piss Robby off. If he wanted to fight, they could fight. If he wanted to fuck, they could do that, too. But Jack didn't think he really wanted either, so might as well push past all that to get to the heart of things.
"You think this is about my ego?" Robby pressed, offense in his voice.
The Way Back (4259 words) by Alethia
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Pitt (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
Additional Tags: Season/Series 01, Complicated Relationships, Canonical Trauma, Confessions, Booty Calls, Developing Relationship, Porn
Summary:
"Can I say something ghoulish?" Robby asked, soft in that way he got when he was ashamed of himself.
"Brother, you can say anything you want," Jack shot back, easy.
"You know what I mean."
"Aren't we past this? Like, years past this? And besides, I've seen into the deepest, darkest, blackest pit of human depravity; if you say anything that even rates, I will be impressed."